whoa (Update)-
Going back and reading all my posts about it after the fact really puts a new light on things.
I REALLY didn’t like what I was doing, yet I still did it to myself. I suppose I lack in the self-respect department.
Anyways, things are alot different now, For those of you who care for an UPDATE!
1. Dustin and I are over. We said our goodbyes and I’m living with myself. Everyday is a step ahead, I’m finally learning that bring alone isn’t such a bad thing. But fuck after being in a relationship for basically 5 straight years (one after the other), being alone feels so amazingly good but at the same time—terrifyingly different.
2. My birthday is coming up! Eighteen years! FINALLY. Still unsure of what I want to do. Lunch anyone? Tattoos? Club?
3. I have a new like, but its so complicated I don’t even know what’s going on. But he’s a pretty cool person =] We see eye to eye on most everything and I just love hanging out with the guy. But I DON’T want a rebound so I’m taking things slowly and we’ll see where this leads.
4. I got highlights! I’ve never dyed my hair permanently in my life and I decided new beginnings means NEW HAIR! So I have red highlights now =]
5. Slowly but surely, I am moving out! Orlando is not any place for a small town southern girl. I’ll be living in Saint Cloud very soon =]
Oh & Just for the record-
Everyone makes mistakes, some are bigger than others and we all have to live with them but mistakes are forgivable & NEWSFLASH! I’m one to learn from them.
And aside from that-
Work, just keeps getting better =]
