i have to say-
life. never what i expected. by now i could be going to rollins full-time getting myself into a ton of debt, but eventually marrying this guy with a rich inheritance, and living happily ever after right?
WRONG. Now I’m here living in poverty, working at kfc, only able to pay my bills by the skin of my teeth. Frothing up inside with desire to change the world musically, addicted to cigarettes (which that wont help my voice), living with my boyfriend and not going to school.
Some life right. I can’t say that I’m entirely upset at this fact because there is always time. Maybe I’ll hit the lotto, not have to work for four years so I can get my education, get popped the question and live in my own house and not have to move from apartment to apartment.
Haha, this life is not at all what I expected but with him love and support, I know things are going to get better. I must say we’ve struggled and we’ve had plenty. But, this won’t last for long. I want more to this life than working paycheck to paycheck, paying my bills like an old person, (im only 18!) and the idea of a fun night is some lowlife party. Don’t get me wrong, I love parties but there is so much more to be done. I want to travel, I aspire to someday change the world. Maybe through a composition.
Idk, but I’m happy with what I got, and that’s all that matters =]
